Saturday, August 8, 2009

There's a thin line between love and hate.....

And the person who drew it did not use permanent ink.... Kei :)

"We'll have to work on getting you in touch with your emotions.." was a line that my ex used on me a lot. She did eventually succeed although probably not in the way she had envisioned as I finally got in touch with the... "I can't stand this nagging B!#*h" emotion and the "I swear if she says that one more time I'ma...." one.

Mostly due to, I think, my personality, I don't express myself much.... other than on this blog that is. I do do that... right?

Anyway, I have recently come to learn, thanks to the indirect efforts of Mo and Crys, that I can blame a lot of my quirks on my INFP personality. Like the fact that most people think I am easy going and able to get along with just about anybody... which is quite true for the most part. Ok... maybe not those of you who read my blog... I'm aware that mostly it's my arrogant self that sells itself here. I am talking about those people with whom I interact one on one on a day to day basis. What those people don't realize, is that I am so in control of my outward emotions that I will instinctively portray the emotions I want them to see.

So I come off as this polite, patient... nice, young man with a great personality and a kind word for everybody. If you ask most people about me, they'll tell you what a nice person I am. Incidentally, I really loathe that word..... nice. Don't ever call me nice or else I'll loose whatever respect I have for you. In the real sense, though, I am all of that... polite, patient, inconceivably tolerant and, perhaps, even humble, due mostly to my mother's no nonsense upbringing, but I am a lot of other things too. Most of which I can not dare to print in case a future employer chances upon my blog... but suffice it to say that if you really knew me, you'd know that I am not a 'nice' person.

Yeah... you are probably thinking that that is being rather double-faced.... Well..... blame it on the ah ah ah ahhh al alco... nah, blame it on the person who came up with those stupid personality profiles. LOL!

So anyway, what was it I was going to blog about.... Yeah, love and hate... right. Well, a friend of mine is pregnant and soon looking to get married. I was thinking about her the other day and it occurred to me that, though I really liked her a lot, I literally cannot stand her . Is that even possible?

We met last year... towards the end of winter, and we hang a total of five times between then and the end of summer. There was undeniably some... actually, a lot of chemistry between us, but I ended up sabotaging, by design, our budding relationship. There is something about her attention seeking personality that really rubs me off the wrong way, and yet, she has this childlike disposition that is so adorable...

Anyway, I'd go on and on... and give you the dirt on how that relationship went burst, but that would be too boring. I did however try to characterize her as best as I could in my nanowrimo entry last year. Well, I never quite completed it.... Yes, Suga, Crys, I know...... I am working on finishing it... I promise.

Here are the pertinent excerpts.... Enjoy.

21 comments:

joyunspeakable said...

I visited and i liked what i saw. Keep it going...write on

Crystal balls said...

i'll be waiting :-)

Crystal balls said...

Oh PS, i loved that love-hate-delible-ink line. nice!

Our Kid said...

Well sometimes the thin line between love and hate is a VPL.

Maua said...

U sure the line is that thin? Sounds much thicker here.

Mo said...

I share your distaste for the word nice. I'll add 'cute' in there too. Regardless of how they were meant, there's something a tad emasculating about those two words.

Best o' luck on that nano-thing, bro. Rooting for you from way over here. *points*

p.s. Our Kid, those puns... I swear. LMAO.

Digzer said...

I can totaly relate to really liking someone you can't stand. The key is to take them in very small doses very rarely!

Digzer said...

I can totaly relate to really liking someone you can't stand. The key is to take them in very small doses very rarely!

KK said...

Digzer... Noted.

Mo.... I'd have thot u'd be more forthcoming with some offers to help.

Maua... LOL:) No it ain't.

Bert... VPL?

Crys.... You know how we do:)

Joy... you asked for it.. u got it:)

Sleek said...

you just described someone else i know...ahem, when describing urself that is

Mo said...

Help with the writing? Dude, you have read my blog, right? My writing isn't of the kind that one would pay to read. Plus I'm utterly crap at writing fiction.

VPL = Visible Panty Line

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